I’m writing this with a huge grin on my face. Not only because I have a Mommy’s girl but because I got great news at the cardiologist this week. First an SVT update. We haven’t had a single attack since a week before leaving the NICU. We are now at the 4 month old mark…
Preemie
The Bad Days Are Really Bad
I walk through my house touching the baby items I’ve rushed out to buy and wonder when I’ll get to use them. I breakdown in tears because she isn’t here with me. It doesn’t even feel like I’ve had a baby. For days after she was taken from me I still felt like I had…
Having a Preemie with SVT is Like Becoming a New Parent Again
Boy is that an understatement. Simply having a Preemie after a completely healthy baby is as well. They are so small and tiny. In some cases, she is the size of Big JaMonkey’s dolls. I feel like I’m going to break her. I’m glad she is my second child because I would be a hot…
Babies are Stronger Than Mommies
Since Saturday I’ve been in a haze. Every time that I can physically make it over into the NICU they give me a boost of good news followed with some stressful news. The pain from surgery seemed to be worse than others because of the shock my body went into before it even started along…
When a Normal Day Turns Into a Birth Story
Nothing ever goes the way you planned when it comes to Motherhood. Let me start from when this miraculous story started to unfold. Two weeks ago I had a 3D Ultrasound scheduled to take some pictures and get a video of our sweet Baby Girl made up like we did for her Sister. The session…